Thursday, January 6, 2011

Somtimes I get confused.


You know I think I can follow most of what goes on around here but lately the worlds inside worlds are getting really confusing.

It's like those freaking Russian dolls ya know. You think it is opened up and then there is another layer inside. Jeeez.

12 comments:

chickelit said...

We have two sets of imported matrushka (sp). The smallest one is always solid.

MamaM said...

The smallest one is always solid.
The smallest one is usually the protected baby of the bunch.

Not unlike humans who carry within themselves a lifetime of memories and experiences, some of which cause them to act different and smaller than other's expect.

chickelit said...

Not unlike humans who carry within themselves a lifetime of memories and experiences, some of which cause them to act different and smaller than other's expect

Other's what?

MamaM said...

Whenever the chickelit responds it warms the cockles of MamaM's heart to know he still reads and cares.

No wonder she holds out hope.

chickelit said...

No wonder she holds out hope.

Oh, I mostly listen. I have an entire blogpost planned based on something you once said. Not anytime soon though. I'll give you a heads up when it happens.

Titus said...

You be good to Mama she be good to you.

Mama, you have been through hell and highwater. How you holding up girl.

Give me a big hug.

MamaM said...

(Ooh) Hey my girl
She does something to my chemistry

Everyday, yeah
In every way she
Makes my motor purr
And I reciprocate


The MamaM remembers some things the chickelit said too. Some of them touched her with thoughtfulness; and some of them evoked feelings of sadness.

On a serious note, the MamamM gave a friend who was raped at age three (and 4 and 5) by her drunken father, a Matrushka doll. It helped her visually see and understand how small and defenseless she was, and how the dissociated memory of that experience was still a part of her life.

Anonymous said...

I'm confused, too. Anymore, it seems that when I read the comments, I'm walking in on a conversation already underway. Maybe I should get out more?

MamaM said...

The clue, Windbag, is in the labels under the picture posted. This one says "things are not as they seem", and "WTF". Any conversations that appear underway are not.

chickelit said...

The MamaM remembers some things the chickelit said too. Some of them touched her with thoughtfulness; and some of them evoked feelings of sadness.

That was sweet. Thank you MamaM

MamaM said...

That was sweet.

Kind, too.

chickelit said...

considering...